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The Vocation Story of Irene
Nowell, OSB
Scripture Scholar, Writer, and Teacher
My vocation story really begins before I was born. My parents had been married
several years and had no children. So they asked my aunt, who was a student at
Mount St. Scholastica College, to ask the Benedictine sisters to pray. They did,
and not long after that I was born. I sometimes tell the sisters they should
have prayed harder!
During
my grade school years I was convinced that I would be a sister. The conviction
was, I think, a mixture of wanting to be like my aunt, who had by then
entered the Benedictine community in Atchison, and wanting to give my life
to God. In high school the desire got more complicated. I was having a
wonderful time with dates and dances. But I couldn’t forget the nagging
idea that I might enter the convent. I wrote to every cloistered community
whose address I could find. By my senior year I had a whole dresser drawer
full of information from the Carmelites, the Poor Clares, the cloistered
Dominicans, and others.
Clarity was slow in coming. I came to Atchison for a weekend “Come and
See” retreat and thought that this might be the right place. Through my
high school English teacher I had come to love the Psalms, and the Benedictines
prayed the Psalms all the time. That helped to convince me. I talked to my parents,
thinking that they would say I should go to college first, but to my surprise
they were supportive of my entering right after graduation. So in January of
my senior year, after also talking to the high school chaplain, I asked Mother
Alfred, the prioress, if I might enter the Benedictine Sisters in June.
I thought everything was set, but it’s never so easy. During senior week
I returned to Dubuque, Iowa, where I had gone to grade school. With my best friend,
who was entering a Dominican community, I went to visit the Visitation Sisters
who had taught me and who had been very good to me. A favorite teacher said, “I
always knew Miriam would go to the Dominicans, but I hoped you would come to
us.” Well, I cried all the way home on the train, not knowing what to do.
When I asked the chaplain, he wisely recognized that what I really needed was
sleep. So I got wrapped up in all the graduation ceremonies and put the whole
question of community out of my mind. On graduation night the chaplain asked, “Which
community will you enter?” Before I knew what was happening, I said, “Atchison.”
The chaplain was a faithful friend. For the first two years of my community life
he came over regularly to ask if I had really made the right decision. By then
I knew that I had. I am very grateful to God, to my parents and teachers (especially
my aunt), to the chaplain, and to the community for supporting me in my journey.
I have been a Benedictine Sister of Mount St. Scholastica for forty-seven years
and I know I could not have had a happier life than the one I have here!
Email Sister Irene at
nowell@mountosb.org
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